This Solstice energy is incredible. I had to postpone my article for Lightworker.com in order to digest and share the download I’ve received through the energetic mail. So here it is, hot from the Angelic press.
The day before Solstice I woke up with an amazing vision. I saw a beautiful crystalline Christ Consciousness grid surrounding our planet and floating its light right into the antennas extending from the planet Earth. When I look closer, I realized that I was seeing myriads of people channeling light and love between the Heaven and Earth, being conduits of energy and information exchange that was happening at that moment. Each person seemed to be radiating, glowing, and expanding. Yet, everyone appeared very connected to the planet and grounded. Then my attention was drawn to the individuals. Looking closer and closer, my awareness expanded into the center of one person’s body. Right at that moment I became aware of the reason for my vision being so magnificent and so radiant.
At the center of each person’s torso I saw a shimmering miniature blue Earth surrounded by Golden Glow of the Soul energy. Every person in this vision had a baby Earth inside their Solar Plexus. It felt like humanity was pregnant with the New Earth. Everyone became a mother-father unity, carrying this child of Unconditional Love.
I experienced a feeling of a strong collective bond growing between the crystalline Grid and the Earth as the waves of excitement and determination that unified everyone involved in this co- creation went through my body.
As I opened my eyes, I felt a huge spin and warmth moving through my 3rd chakra as the download of the bigger picture was continued and I begin to hear the words:
“Honor Thyself as You Honor thy Mother and Father”, Honor Thyself as You Honor Thy Neighbor”, “Honor Your Heart Desires as You Honor Desires of Other”.
As I continued hearing these words, I realized that this download was part of the huge mutation that is taking place right now. Just recently I’ve attended Jim Self’s amazing weekend in Reno. As we were witnessing Archangel Metatron’s and Archangel Michael’s Life Channels, we were given the task to activate and sustain the new chakra system within our physical form. We were asked to become a bridge between 3 dimensional physical world and other realities and dimensions. The Solar Plexus was used as a grounding point for this new Energy System and our awareness of how we impact the world with our relationship to ourselves became even more evident.
The old traditional 7 Chakra System was given to us as a navigational tool, a personal routing system for our Spirit to navigate the physical reality. It meant to provide a practical guidance and help our Soul remain aware of the Energy flow in the density and duality of the 3D world. Being in a small child’s body, vulnerable and exposed to all kinds of dualistic experiences, we learned to defend ourselves by fighting, hiding, escaping, and manipulating people and environments. Our 7 Intuitive Guides on a path of evolution, exploration and compassion mutated into 7 Sacred Layers of Protection. We learned to use them to survive, fight for love and power, feel other people’s emotions, control the outcome and try to explain what is unexplainable. This practice takes us out of alignment with the energy, guidance, and Source. In this short video clip I am sharing the energy and information of this Solstice download because I really want to give you this download personally. I hope this video connection will allow you to enter the stream of consciousness that I am sharing.
The Shift is happening and it is happening now. You can feel it in your every day life, relationships, and opportunities that present themselves as your Life Work. You may be noticing that anything that has no substance or true meaning in your life is falling apart, including your closest relationships. You may even notice how explosive and intolerant you are about something that did not bother you that much before. These states are the signs of the new 5D energy moving through you, looking for the opening in your system while old defense mechanism is trying to scream, run, fight or hide from it.
The Shift we experience is all about changing the way we fuel and run our physical bodies. It is about opening to the 5D sources of energy and information and aligning your physical form with this new fuel. In a way we are getting an upgrade: the old, not working parts of our life are about to experience a major renovation or to go to the junk yard.
The major issues of our misalignment are created by:
1. Our need to look for love, approval, or need satisfaction outside of ourselves. It makes our relationships look like a battle field as we create a swing between the conflict and its resolution via sex, gifts, or even forgiveness. This old model is based on our need to know that we are loved through analyzing the feeling of others instead of looking into the issue of your self worth.
2. Our need to have things work our way that creates a lot of emotional turmoil and dissatisfaction. We become addictive to triggers and emotional energy of human drama that is being imprinted, internalized and dealt with using personal defense system formed between ages of 0 and 7 years old. This defense system continues to support our conditioned responses that often undermine our desire to improve our relationships.
3. Our fear of not being able to survive the intensity of our interactions. We are conditioned to honor others before we honor our own needs and heart desires. Honoring yourself becomes one of the major tasks as the NEW Earth is being born in your Solar Plexus and NEW Human Energetics are grounded within your continuously upgraded physical form.
Learning to communicate clearly from the inner certainty, strength and wisdom will help you share your emotional clarity and peace with others. Talking from the place of deep respect of your own truth create s the openness and helps others to share their truth and process of ascension.
The Solstice energy is the time to plant seeds of your consciousness for the next few months to come. Every connection you make, be it in a marriage, within parent/child interactions, or as romantic or business relation, is a mirror of your inside world.
I invite you to notice if you ever dishonor yourself in order to receive love, fix or protect someone. I also invite you to point your attention toward yourself and look for every opportunity to honor your heart desires and act on your intuitive knowing about what is right for you. The Shift is happening and it is happening in your Solar Plexus! The time to honor yourself as the King and the Queen of your own Universe has come. I invite you to transform the seat of your Soul into a Solar Throne and honor your commitment and creative power to make your relationships with yourself and others work for YOU.
May your Soul Journey be supported and nurtured by this short video clip about my Solstice Vision.
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010
Each of us is a Divine Mirror of everything that is happening with and around us. Who are you now is being reflected in everything and everyone you touch. How often do you experience self doubt, judgment and other holding you back patterns?
You are a vibrational light in your world. Your family is a playground where you get to play with your own reflections, even if you feel you have to be fighting for your right place within this structure. Every time you feel like a victim, a lonely abandoned child, an unconscious saboteur, you are experiencing some of your unresolved childhood issues that are being reflected in your life game. Making changes in yourself will affect all the players in your game. It will shift your family patterns to support and nurture your Soul Destiny as well as evolutionary journey of each member of your circle no matter how old and wise or how little this member of your family is.
Being a family member, a parent, is an important society function, yet we are not being taught, certified or truly supported in being the best at this crucial job. We are being constantly assigned bigger and bigger roles within our family structures that carry more and more responsibilities. The truth is that we are still babies raising our own babies. Do you feel like your inner child that may never had an opportunity to be fully loved and nurtured is now in charge of supporting other babies, including your children, spouses, co-workers? It is only natural for you to trance back to your childhood moments of lost safety and feel confused with other kids and adults, even your own family members.
Every encounter with another child, be it a child by age or a child by nature, is an opportunity to grow and mature within that will open an opportunity to uplift your relationships and improve your parenting skills.
I know that if you are attracted to my work, posts and articles, you are a person with expanded consciousness who functions fairly well in both 3 dimensional physical world and multidimensional realities. You are seeing beyond the obvious and experiencing shifts in consciousness, predicted for 2012, in every area of your life already. You may be noticing that this shift is becoming more and more experienced through your relationships in general and within your family relationships in particular. You may also be noticing that the need and yearning for honesty, transparency and unconditional love is being amplified and brought to the surface for the past few months even more strongly.
What I am seeing is that every unsustainable pattern that was hidden and barely tolerated before is coming into full light and asking for resolution now. Every client with autoimmune disorder that I am encountering has an unresolved self-destructive pattern connected to feeling un-worthy, unloved, un-needed. Whatever is not being fed within your existing relationships, whatever you are hungry for, is asking for nourishment and this reality cannot be ignored.
In the past this situation was often resolved by having a third person brought into the relationship to satisfy this hunger. This led to creating a traditional “Love triangle” resulting in more complications and disconnection. Today, this traditional structure of finding fulfillment of your desires elsewhere, does not work as well because this pattern is not a truly sustainable pattern. It really destroys everyone in this triangle with low vibrations of guilt, shame, need to hide, need to prove yourself, etc.
The time of old, leaning on each other, co-dependent relationships is over. We are looking for new ways to relate to each other with respect, freedom of choice and unconditional love that is free of obligations and longing. We are looking for ways to co-create joyful experiences, uplift our relationships and experience life fully while staying in committed loving unions that we’ve created in our lives.
Relationship can be looked at as a mundane every day experience (like a 3 meal deal at a mediocre restaurant) or as an opportunity for a true celebration of the sacred union (like experiencing first romantic date while being invited to the king’s feast). After the king’s feast no-one goes home hungry. At the king’s feast you are served the best most exquisite dishes. At the king’s feast you are served, but so is the king. It is a 100% feast for everybody.
How do we get to this place of service and 100% of personal satisfaction?
We need to look at the trinity within each relationship that serves all three entities within this relationship: the King, the Queen and the Relationship itself that is a new co-creation of the two.
How do you co-create and take care of each entity within this relationship?
Here are a few questions that may help you look into your relationships from a more honest perspective and allow you to make a shift so you can feel like a Queen and a King having a relationship feast with many wonderful options to satisfy your hunger available to you!
- Every relationship in your life has its purpose and may be expressed through its hunger. Cultivating the ways to fulfill unfulfilled aspects of each relationship starts with honesty and transparency about what is missing for each Being in this triangle: the King, the Queen and the Relationship. Letting go of the expectations that any one human being or relationship can fulfill all of your needs can help you relate from what is real instead living in the sorrow of what should or could be or a fantasy that creates more sorrows.
- Loving fully. Love is not a need. Love is an energy that reminds us about our spirit purpose to return home enriched with experiences of human expression of Love. Love is the energy from Home. It is a state, not an action. We can translate this state into action, but when you truly emanate love, no action is needed. Experiencing this state and emanating it through your energetic field is the biggest gift you can share with others. No words are needed when you are experiencing and experienced as a Unity of Love. The truth of the matter is you cannot emanate something you do not have. You cannot attract something you do not emanate as an attraction field. What is the way out of this vicious circle? Cultivating your inner state of love of your Soul journey, self-appreciation, and self-acceptance. How many flavors of love, states of pure energetic bliss can you experience within?
- Feeling fully. Our capacity to feel is huge, yet we live on our childhood understanding of our limited capacity to experience life. It really suffocates our capacity to feel fully in the moment. Can you be truthful about your desires? Can you even tell yourself what exactly do you want and how do you want it in your relationship? If you want to experience what you desire, you need to become clear about that, so you can you communicate this to your partner. Does your Relationship have a voice? Can you allow it to speak for yourself? Are you scared of changes it may bring? Are you mistrusting the wisdom of the Universe that brought you together? Are afraid that you will not be able to handle it?
- Riding the wave of your desire without any attachment to the outcome of this experience is the key to expansion and upgrade of all your systems. Can you experience yourself fully with all that you are? Can you be fully present to yourself and be responsive to what shows up from within? Can you really allow yourself to experience the full spectrum of feelings that are created within different relationships that you form without making up a story or going into an uncomfortable feeling about yourself or others? Can you love and appreciate your own fully developed intuitive emotional guidance? Can you BE OK with yourself while riding the wave of every desire you experience without adding any “doing” to this experience?
Working with may clients that come to me for relationship coaching, I can attest that looking into these questions and being completely honest and transparent with yourself is the first step in becoming Love. You will become aware in which ways your inner child is not being taken care of and what soul food is needed in order for him or her to mature and experience relationship as an uplifting and fulfilling. Until then, be grateful for every partner that is committed to be with you long enough for you see your reflections in him or her. This reflection is given to you to help you clear some of the patterns in our image in the mirror, so you can start enjoying every reflection that you see.
You can make a choice of holding old patterns and continue experience your life as is or make a decision to re-birth yourself. Nothing is fixed. The time is not linear. Today can be your starting point of co-creation. Choosing to co-create a positive experience with others in the Now will help you nurture and support the child within and assist you in growing and maturing rapidly and profoundly.
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010
Everything you experience comes to you as patterns of light and information. Everyone you are interacting with is a complex pattern of light. Being light, you are very sensitive and very open to other lights, their energetic influences, even if you are unaware of what is happening in your energetic interactions with others. No matter how unaware you or your partners are about this dynamic, we read each other energy first, before we hear and try to understand what everyone is talking about. It is an ancient survival strategy. You can try and fool yourself into what is right for you according to your mind, but…Your body never lies and will feel all the fears, resentments or pleasures no matter how well you hide it from yourself and others.
Your vibration affects your environment and influences the effectiveness of your communication with others all the time. Your body emits waves of energy and information that sets a template for people’s behaviors and communication patterns with you. It may be especially vivid in your communication with children.
Do you ever promise something to your child and end up not keeping your word? Do you ever feel one thing and talk or do something that is not congruent with your state? No matter how insignificant this may be for you, this pattern often affects your
child’s ability to trust you or trust his or her inner guidance about you. This type of misalignment eventually affects the integrity of your relationship.
This pattern is also true for adults, but adults have a better way to hide their true feelings and personal agendas. Look at the last month major issues or conflicts that you remember and see, feel and be transparent with yourself about what was a contributing factor or underlying cause in this conflict. Were you and your partner open and intimate about the true nature and hidden unfulfilled need of the interaction while communicating with each other? F you can be true to yourself, it will help you become conscious about choices you make. If you really allow yourself to see what makes you say what you say, you will notice the truth about your relating: either from the fears or your mind or the love and wisdom of your heart.
This month I invite you to think about
- Your family members core essences. What is your level of intimacy and transparency? Can you interact with them at this level? Can you speak to their Soul from the bottom of your Soul? If not, how it affects your interactions? Is that how you want to experience your relationship?
- Your energy affects people in your environment. When you allow yourself to relax into your core and be centered on what is true for you, you create a space for deeper, more open conversation. Do you bring your Presence and Light in your relationships or you feel a need to hide and silence yourself with your partner? What part of your belief system makes you frightened and small?
- Are you aware of your Body Language? Do you know how people around you and especially your children “read” you. This is the language they know well naturally and understand clearly. Use a mirror to talk and observe what a real message in your communication is.
- Do you carry any guilt and self-doubts? Where do they come from? Who’s voice is running the program of not being good enough, smart enough, efficient enough? How removing these colors from your energetic palette would influence your life? Life of others in your environment?
- How much Transparency and Intimacy do you allow and attract in your life? Are you creating trust and stability with clear, open, and honest communication or are you avoiding and postponing something that needs to be communicated and taken care of.
Relationships create a place to connect with and empower your inner guidance system and generate an environment that supports your natural state of happiness. They help you become more aware of the shadows and conditioned states that hold you back,
limit your full self-expression and make you feel out of sync. If you look at every interaction as a personal healing session, it will support you in noticing and releasing old unsustainable behavior patterns dictated by the past experiences and creating new more useful and successful strategies and connections.
Behaving like babies we manipulate others into “making us feel better” by succumbing to our worries and controlling demands. If we never grow up by letting go of our resentments, fears and disappointments, we are going to overburden ourselves and others (especially our children) with heavy energetic influences, modeling relationships based on hiding, lying and suppression or dominance and control. Contemplating the questions posted in this article will help you shift your attention from the issues of the past into being fully present to the realities of the now. Embracing what is and becoming emotionally neutral about “what may be” assists in holding the space of Unconditional Love and wisdom in the Now, allowing you and the people around you to entrain with high vibrations, so each of you can find your own evolutionary path.
You are here to support your Soul journey in relationships with other Souls. This article is an invitation to explore your power of intimacy and transparency so you can allow your Spirit to be fully present and supported in its exponential growth. If we really grow up and allow ourselves to be free, happy, curious, open hearted and open minded, our Spirits will be playing our human roles with so much more easiness, grace and integrity.
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010
Are you being sure about yourself, your life, or your relationships these days?
I’d like to share with you these transmissions of Love in hope to bring you a bigger picture of what is really going on behind your labels and challenges. These messages are created to give you some practical tools and insights and to help you experience every relationship as wonderment. I’d like to help you finally relax and let go of the false idea that you need to “fix” anything or anyone outside of yourself in order to experience a love, peace and happiness.
When you are rapidly growing, some little things that never irritated you before show up as big things that create big irritations. This amazing time of rapid transformation brings them right into the spot light for us to accept, embrace, forgive and love the truth of who we are.
How are you showing up for the people around you these days?
Are you certain, powerful, present?
Are you gracious, loving and kind?
Are you understanding, compassionate, synergetic?
Whatever you experience during these days of the deep inner work is reflected in your environment and through your relationships.
Someone does not understand you?
Does not show up for you?
Does not love you enough?
Do you understand, love or show up for yourself 100%?
Do you feel conflicted, confused, lost?
What stops you from being OK?
Conflicts in consciousness are the conflicts between what YOU ARE and what YOU ARE NOT, what you WANT and what you SHOULD be doing. Universal energy of Love, God’s essence within is in infinite equilibrium. It is in a state of infinite renewal with infinite re-organizing power in spite of our fear of change and attempts to control the speed of powerful Shift we are experiencing collectively. Creative power of infinite wisdom is available to us as we focus on our light, gifts and truth, balancing feminine and masculine aspects of our material existence within and through our most difficult and most ecstatic relationships. It is the time to deeply look into our creations and be truthful about them. Are we co-creating a sacred unity of mutual giving or feel lost and separate within co-dependent relationships that we are holding on to in order to fulfill our unfulfilled needs?
Each relationship in your life is a mirror, reflecting the state of union between you and other partners involved in your dance. Being a Lightworker is an experience that attracted you into the God’s spot light. It illuminates every area of your life. It holds a safe unique space for each of us to be open, honest and transparent about our Soul Journey, desires and dreams that may have been stored away for some time now. This is an amazing time for connecting and helping your Soul Group to evolve. It is the time to be OK with who you are.
It is a very potent time for your life force energy that is reflected through your dreams and aspirations to be cultivated and fully expressed, so your family members, friends and partners can experience and be uplifted by the Truth and the Beauty of who you are. It is time to speak up, to create, to wake up to your own strength and beauty. It is time to model how to live in light for those you are connected with in a save, loving and non-threatening way. When they feel that they can be part of your journey, they feel safe and want to support you in staying in your flow, helping you co-create your mutual experiences.
The wave interference between two powerful Spirits that are lacking harmony produces distortion. This vibration ripples through your Matrix, creating inauthentic distorted reflection of your desires. It is time to look at every little bit of distortion in your relationships and realize that everything you see is just a reflection of your own state.
Maybe some of your old relationships and “contracts” do not feel 100% Ok today?
Maybe you are out of balance because you are continuously experiencing charged states produced by unfulfilling relationship that is simply not right for you?
What do you need to feel OK?
What are you willing to pay in order to receive your partner’s approval?
I would like to invite you to look for the Light, Beauty, Truth and Love in each, even the most difficult situation and assist people in knowing how to be 100% Human and 100% Spirit that they are: certain, capable, powerful light, demonstrating the truth, and the beauty of co-creation with grace and unconditional love.
Today’s practical wisdom to contemplate
Learning to Be You is the only lesson that is worth learning.
It is the only key that will unlock your innate ability to be and enjoy life in any given moment. The biggest secret behind the “Secret” is that you have already graduated from this painstaking program called the “School of Life” many life times ago.
You are the only one who knows what is right for you.
Make a decision to notice when you over-ride your knowing and act against your gut feeling. Sometimes you just forget that YOU are a Successful Graduate holding a Master degree in Science of Living Your Own Life. Trust your expertise in the Science of Living your Own Life. Gather your courage and stop being a student… just BE!
You never made a single mistake, just an educational choice.
It is never late to change your mind. You cannot walk in someone else’s shoes, so others cannot live inside your situations and make your decisions. If something does not work, stop doing it now and say “Oops! It did not work this time. What can I do differently?” And smile! No judgments, please. Re-member who you are and Be the Master that you are. Trust that you can always find your path and bring yourself back, returning home to your amazing perfected Self.